Friday, December 31, 2004

美丽的记忆

夏天的风
吹在蓝色的海上
白色的云
随着风自在地飘逸

躺在绵绵的百云上
听着鲸鱼的呼吸
看着海鸥飞过
这一幕
让我想起童年的笑声
其实
每一个大人心里
都住着一个小孩
只要静静地听
就会找到
那最自在,纯真,平静的自己

Free your soul...
自由的心
才有真实的爱
爱是一种探险
等待对方付出,不如自己先去实践
爱是一种自由
可以在任何时间进出心门,没有阻碍
爱是一种满足
在一起的时候,不说话也很自在
爱是一种欢迎
当非同类出现时,大方地邀请他加入
爱是一种魔法
在真实的空间里,还有梦存在的地方

原文源自:Nelly

献给特别的他。

认识他时,彼此如此纯朴真实
想起了他就想起了我纯真的童年
一切有他的记忆,仍然如此美丽。

Monday, December 20, 2004

Brand-new me

When I decided to be a brand-new me starting from today, I actually received the horoscope of Tuesday which says:

Try something totally new -- hit a new club, try online dating if you haven't yet or just speak to that hot stranger down at the mall. Novelty will get you where you want to go.

Even the constellation wants me to have something new. I am now looking forward for tomorrow and the days after.

P/S: Do you believe in horoscope? Are you interested and feel like making your own subscription? Feel free to log on to http://www.astrology.com/ and start receiving your free horoscope of the day.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Acknowledgement

This page is specially dedicated to someone so true, so generous, who never be punctilious, and never afraid of all the troubles his friends had made. Thanks for all the efforts for bringing the BBQ party to such a great success. I really had a great time in your castle though there are still so much leftover which shows how lousy my cooking skill is. And last but not the least, thanks for your support in everything and being so understanding always.

P/S: Never forget to thank another someone who was managed to attend the party despite his approaching examination, though it was only a trifling 4 hours. And never forget to mention that I feel so grateful as my spaghetti was at least appreciated by someone. :)

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Yow Kia for sale!

I had been forced by someone to post up this picture. That fella in blue at the front, he requested me to promote him kao kao.. Ok.. he is Yow Kia, the most leng cai among my primary school buddies. Oh ya! He wanted me to emphasize that he is STRAIGHT. Anyone interested, kindly leave your contacts but strictly for girls only. Posted by Hello


Saturday, November 27, 2004

My last day in MMU

I Just finished my final exam today, or should I say I just finished my final subject of the Bachelor of Engineering (Honours) Electronics in MMU. There it goes my 20 years of study life. My friend Alvern sent me a sms couple minutes ago, congratulated me and asked me whether I am somewhere celebrating my utmost freedom. Out of his expectation I am actually sitting in front of the computer as usual, checking mails, browsing aimlessly, and figuring what else I can possibly do with this sluggish computer. Don't know why, I just couldn't feel the excitement in getting my Degree in Electronics Engineering eventually and not to say having the mood to celebrate anymore. Most probably it's because I don't have the kaki to viva with, moreover I am the only one graduating in such a weird timing. Ok.. I didn't repeat the year's work, I graduated earlier it's because I am too good, obviously. Muahaha...

Anyway, since I had been committing myself in education for nearly 20 years, I think it's time for me to take a short break before I really toss myself out to the society. But meanwhile you will still see me in Tmn Maluri Starbucks serving coffee. I really need to make some bucks as my mum already expected me not to stretch out my hand asking for cash from now on. Plus, I have to save some money for my first trip overseas. Are you curious in where i am going? Well.. definitely somewhere further than S'pore, somewhere needed at least 4 hours to reach by flight. The interesting part is, I might be going alone, though I will be staying at my friend's place when I reach the destination. Just wondering if i can get approval from my parents, they still treat me like I am a baby girl.. though I just past my 23 year-old birthday few days ago. If anyone feel like sponsoring, please don't ever feel hesitate to contact me. Cash, cheque, credit card or whatever form you can think of, are ALL welcomed.

Oh ya! I received something interesting from a horoscope website. It says:

What are you looking for in an intimate relationship? Whatever it is, you're due to find it soon, whether you're with someone at the moment or not. Make sure you're open to a new and unusual solution to an old problem.

Hm.. this statement really led me into a deep thought. Since after the past relationship which ended 7 months ago, I had been asking myself for the umpteenth time, what kind of person I am looking for? I have some adjectives to tell of course, but I guess the most essential factor, is the feeling. Scorpions are like that one, too perceptual and trust their six sense too much. But what for being so conscious sometimes? I just like the feeling of taking risks, accepting challenges and eagerly expecting something which is out of your expectation most of the time. But if applying this theory into my love life, I think it doesn't function quite properly. Mr Gentleman had been asking me to choose my sword for the battle, but I don't even have the courage to enter the combat. Taking something which isn't belong to me yet, that's not my style. Maybe, maybe one day the wind will change, or maybe just like what Mr Gentleman's crystal ball says, I might win the battle beautifully, even without putting much effort. Hahaha.. So for now I will remain at the dark side, observe every single movement he makes (you know.. I can really do this quite easily if i want to because of a reason), and only launch my attack at the right time... That time sure return in triumph la.. wahahahha....

Ahem.. enough craps for today. Wanna go and hold the Astro remote control for a while. Bye!

Friday, November 26, 2004

Before

This pic was taken on my birthday at Sushi Station, Sg Wang.. before everyone gets crazy. Posted by Hello


After

After they lost their senses.. See la.. those are my so called buddies la.. Posted by Hello


Koon Hau for sale!

This is Koon Hau. Whoever is interested in him, kindly leave your contacts and I will ask him to contact you as soon as possible. For your extra information, he is bisexual one. Posted by Hello


My first blog

Had been thinking of finding a place to give vent to my grievances for so long.. and never thought that I finally made myself one on 3.20am today. Another 12 hours I will be having my exam and now I am still awake doing something which is not closely related with it.
Very slacky lately I guess most probably I am still in my birthday mood. 4 days of celebration.. definitely enough for a normal citizen like me. My sis's boyfriend just tole me that luckily I am not the Prime Minister of Malaysia if not I will be celebrating my big day for 4 weeks consecutively instead of 4 days. But I don't think I will kena teruk like what I got on my 2004 birthday if I am the Prime Minister. Prime Minister won't be getting red fresh creams on his face, won't be dropping into the swimming pool caused of the sneaky attack from his so called 'best pals' and certainly won't be running around insanely but still got sprayed by some fresh whipped cream. I enjoy being normal.. for real.
i don't know who inspired me in setting this (blogger) up, but one thing I am certain is I really need a place to pen down my feelings. I was chatting with Koon Hau in MSN just now and so happened that we started to disclose our top secrets to each other.. and now only I realise how pleasant the feeling is when you can share your privacy with someone that can be trusted. So anyone wanna share your secrets with me? I will make sure that they are safe and sound.. muahaha..
I guess what I wrote so far is good enough for my first day. See you soon, if you choose to stay.