Thursday, September 29, 2005

You are back

She left me on her birthday exactly 8 months ago, and now she is back. I got her contact number from her boyfriend, feeling so stimulated to hear her voice again.

I dialed the number and waited for the other end to pick it up. Memories flooded my mind and I couldn't stop reminiscing those good and bad moments we used to have. Finally, someone answered the phone. The person that I have been missing all the time, was now talking to me, 300km away. Drops of clear saline fluid secreted from my eyes, one after another. During the whole conversation, I kept wiping my tears and tried hard to lower my weeping tone from propagating to the surrounding cubicles.

She will be in KL for a week, but I can only spend a trifling 6 hours with her. Then, God knows when is our next meet up. But yet, she remains to be the best friend I can ever have. No matter where you are and how far we are apart, as I always tell you, no one can be your substitution in my heart. Li Chen, my roommate for 3 years from Shanghai, best friend forever.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

What day is today?

What's the day that you dislike most in a week? Well.. for a stucked-in-work person like me, most probably you will give me a prompt response of Monday, Tuesday or both. I always find myself having severe difficulty in exhibiting my luminous eyes for at least a day or two after the long weekends. I can hardly make them wide-opened. Even with a sufficient amount of workload in hand to keep me busy with, I will still fail to battle the attack of my drowsiness, and tend to doze off in front of the PC. The huge contrast between the slackly weekends and the tedious weekdays explains why I dislike Monday and Tuesday so much.

Or I should say, disliked.

Today, is another disasterious Tuesday. I started to complain about how mad I am feeling today to someone, till I asked that person in return how he is feeling about the beginning of the week. When I started to expect him to be like a typical workperson, hating all the Mondays and Tuesdays, he actually came out with something, quite enlightening.

"I do look foward for weekends," he said. "But I don't hate Monday and Tuesday either. I treasure my everyday."

I was wordless, in a sudden. I saw myself shrinking, and accusing myself why I can't be as sensible as he is. That's so true. Time, which is the most precious of all, should be cherished with our utmost effort, but not be wasted in all the frets and glooms. Come to think of how those grievous illed people struggling to earn their time to stay alive, you should know by now, treasure your everyday as if it's your last day.

I see a difference in me. From now on, everyday is Sunday.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Memory

I might forget what you said,
I might forget what you did,

But I can never forget,
How you ever made me feel.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Dilemma

Sometimes I really hope that I can be in some strange places, doing whatever I want.

I feel like shit right now.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Love and be loved

  1. You read his/her SMS over and over again.
  2. You tend to drive slower when he/she is with you in your car.
  3. When you are talking to him/her, you will be shy and afraid to look into his/her eyes.
  4. While thinking about him/her, your will be smiling to yourself.
  5. When he/she is lonely, you hope so much that you can be by his/her side.
  6. When he/she is around, you can't see the other people around you, what you have in your eyes is only him/her.
  7. You'll start listening to sentimental songs.
  8. You'll start liking sentimental songs.
  9. As long as he/she is beside you, you will be happy even if there is no conversation going on.
  10. You always want to give him/her a gift.
  11. You will value his/her advices and treasure his/her spirit.
  12. You always trust him/her.
  13. Your emotion will follow his/hers.
  14. You are thinking about him/her, when you are reading this.

If among all the signs 9 or above are true, congratulations, you are falling for him/her. Who cares? Just fill your life with loads of love.

Love and be loved. That's so wonderful, isn't it?

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

The best moment in life

Some of the best moment in life:

  • To have the first sip of coffee/tea in the morning.
  • To see someone I barely know smiles at me while calling out my name.
  • To see someone that makes my heart pump faster.
  • To have a considerate pat on the shoulder by someone after a hard day.
  • To laugh.. laugh.. and laugh.. when thinking of the stupid moments with stupid friends. :D
  • To meet up with a very close girl friend, doing whatever we feel like doing, without need to worry about what time to go home.
  • To have a hot shower, after a good swim.
  • To jog in the drizzling rain.
  • To see everyone around the table laughing at my jokes.
  • To wake up on a lazy day, and have breakfast on my bed.
  • To drive alone at night, with a good CD.
  • To sleep.. sleep and sleep.. without an alarm clock.
  • To have someone says out what I exactly wanna say.
  • To read a good article.
  • To share a pair of earphones with someone special.
  • To fall in love.
  • To feel wanted.
  • To eat ice cream cone with someone along the street.
  • someone unexpected to remember my birthday!
  • To read a good book on the couch in the cafe with a cup of my favourite latte, and fall asleep on someone's shoulder.
  • To sing along with the song on the radio, and my body moving with the rhythm.
  • To have someone telling you that he/she likes you.
  • To see someone enjoy the food you cook specially for them.
  • To discover the money you left in the pocket long time ago.
  • To share a drink or a piece of cake with someone you like.
  • To think of the special someone when you come across a song.
  • To accidentally get to know someone that you actually wanna know for long.

Are you thinking of your best moments in life? I just couldn't stop laughing when I was thinking mine. LOL.

Live your life to the fullest, cherish every moment you have, and be affection to everyone around you, from now on.

Friday, September 02, 2005

有缘千里来相逢

许多年前,我曾经和一个人擦身而过。就犹如《向左转,向右转》电影中的情节一般,就差那么一点儿,我们错过了一个相识的机会。

这一错,就错了六年。

六年后的今天,我才意外地发现,一个我刚认识三个月不到的朋友,竟然就是那位我早就该在六年前就认识了的人。

这就是所谓的“缘分”吗?虽然错过了,但在远离家乡300余公里的异土上,我们始终还是遇上了。

很多事情都是冥冥中自有主宰的。这迟来的缘分,我会格外爱惜。